Citizen Cope, Sideways

Ive been sick off and on the past two weeks. Nothing exciting has been happening in my life. Ive been living off of these sandwiches and nothing else.

the raspberry dressing and crisp veggies really do make it wonderful.

Azure Ray, Signs in the Leaves

My day in photos. (its really pathetic how many photos of myself I took)

"I'm a little worried that I killed something inside of me when I let you go".

YUCK,Georgia

"You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit."-Oscar Wilde

D.R.U.G.S, Im Here To Take The Sky

These are from a day at Piney Creek (cliffs on the outskirts of town) and Indianola (town 30 mins away.) Jessica and I decided to drive to Indianola to visit her fathers grave. We had a picnic next to his grave, which was nice. The weather was moody, but we had a good time exploring the little town.

D.R.U.G.S, My Swagger Has A First Name

Not much has been going on lately. I turned 21 on the 20th, which was uneventful, but that was expected. Ive been trying to motivate myself to get my school business in order. For some reason its so much easier to just sit and watch movies online all day.

Ive been secluding myself from certain friends in Oklahoma. Finding out that your friends are lying about the most ridiculous things is annoying and I really dont have any desire to be around someone who can lie so easily to people they "care about".
In lighter news, Ive adopted a new collie puppy. His name is Whiskey Sixx, after my favorite drink and one of my favorite musicians, Nikki Sixx. He's extremely energetic, its almost like having a child, something i swore I wouldnt do for many many years. This is just reinforcing that vow. But i love him non the less.

I find myself wanting more and more the less and less money I make. I had a shit job in California, but i was making four times as much as i am here in Oklahoma. These wage laws are a FUCKING JOKE. It probably doesnt help that I check the Rebel8, Forever21, and Etsy websites religiously. Here's to being broke. not.

Delta Spirit, Children

My Day/Night in Photos

 

I realized something last night.

The Smiths, These Things Take Time

I woke up feeling really different today. Im still becoming accustom to living with my grandparents again. Living in Oklahoma in general is a huge difference from my life in California. My first few months here were wonderful. Parties with new and old friends, walking around in the woods, falling in love with the small town. But I still have my days where the only thing on my mind is my old life. My old friends, my old love.  This photo was from my going away party. All of these people have impacted my life in one way or another. Ive learned and loved so much with these people.

Its still snowing outside, its starting to get really annoying.